is it love or is it just me?

I know I have been very disconnected with the ideas and stories in my blog. But you will get to know how disorganized and disheveled my real life is sooner or later (if I keep writing, that is) I know one should be thrashed thoroughly for neglecting one's only space in blogging world. But who is willing to take the risk? You? Info; please make sure your insurance covers a broken nose gifted by a lazy blogger. Stop me if you think I am full of myself and  do not care enough to change my seriously troubled blogging habit or any of my troubled habits willingly. 

Here, let me tell you where I have been, busyville. I know I have been busy but that sure does not buy me the right to treat my blog as such. I mean come on I know nobody likes to be neglected, loner, not-cared-for etc more than anybody else. I wish I could explain this, I wish I could feel sorry for being so irresponsible, for not being here to write about me, for being so busy. I wish I could express how my long days are filled with rainy sunshine and smell that would give Chanel No.5 a run for money, I wish it so much that I can almost feel the tingling on my fingertips. Yes, my friend, I have been that busy and that happy these days.

It is just not the blog. I have been ignoring everyone and everything for couple of months now and I kinda like it. Okay here's the deal, I'll try to explain it if you promise you won't think I am another first-love-struck-teen. Please don't make that mistake and please don't judge me. I have had my share of relationships and it definitely is not my first love. But this one is different as in ready-to-go-to-the-end-of-world-with-him different. It's almost a year now  since I first started seeing him and I've known him for the past two years. Considering the acute case of ADHD I suffer from (okay i don't really have it but you get the idea), its a pretty long time. A year in a relationship is like a century of being caged but what can one do when one actually likes the boundaries. Oh, the pleasure of seeing the tiny flick of jealousy I can induce just by dropping in someone's name. This is getting more intriguing than I ever imagined and if I get some time off from loving him, I'll let you know why I feel so. But promise me you will be here to listen....I suffer from attention-digging-syndrome too.

Right now in love with : Easy guess, HIM.